I miss him so bad.
But "he" is not "him" anymore. There is nothing when I look in to his eyes.
What once was the most honest, sympathetic, gentle soul filled with integrity and work ethic is now incapable of telling even the most basic truth or following thru on the most mundane statement.
What happened? Where did he go?
And why didn't I notice?
Why I'm blogging
- AnnA
- I was with the love of my life for nine years, eight months and sixteen days. We were married for 31 days. On our one month wedding anniversary, I discovered he had a girlfriend. I am now trying to navigate my life without him in it, and I don't quite know how to do it.
You are riding the waves of grief. I'm so sorry! It is so hard to understand why/how people can change so much.
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