how F'n ironic, no?
Why I'm blogging
- AnnA
- I was with the love of my life for nine years, eight months and sixteen days. We were married for 31 days. On our one month wedding anniversary, I discovered he had a girlfriend. I am now trying to navigate my life without him in it, and I don't quite know how to do it.
Showing posts with label marriage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label marriage. Show all posts
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
sarcasm font needed
after we got back from the honeymoon, I wasn't ready for these to be off the car but he wanted to wash it and get everything off, so I put them on the oven & microwave door to continue the "celebration" -
how F'n ironic, no?
how F'n ironic, no?
Saturday, November 19, 2011
20 days
I have known for 20 days now, and yes - I still love him.
I want our life back.
But I do not want him back as the person that he is now - a liar, a cheater, a betrayer of trust.
I want back the person that I loved for ten years, that I thought loved me.
The man that gave me butterflies in my stomach every time he walked in to a room.
The man I thought that I had married six weeks ago.
The man that proclaimed marriage vows in front of his family and closest friends.
He is not that man anymore.
He says he has changed - he's not the person I knew.
He's not the person that I loved.
There is no winning in this situation.
I want our life back.
But I do not want him back as the person that he is now - a liar, a cheater, a betrayer of trust.
I want back the person that I loved for ten years, that I thought loved me.
The man that gave me butterflies in my stomach every time he walked in to a room.
The man I thought that I had married six weeks ago.
The man that proclaimed marriage vows in front of his family and closest friends.
He is not that man anymore.
He says he has changed - he's not the person I knew.
He's not the person that I loved.
There is no winning in this situation.
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